About a Boy

This is my first post about a boy. Okay, I feels like talk shit. But, i have no place to escape. I dont know how to share my feeling about this guy, my best friend was so far far away from me. And I cant help myself to keep this story forever.

Okay, actually, I'm in love. Umm.... This guy always make me smile with his stupid joke, even I hate him soooo much. We aren't close enough. But, he always hijacked my phone with stupid broadcast until my father angry at me. One day, he hijacked my phone and he didn't want to return my phone back. And I have to begged at him. I have no patient that time, i want to reply all message on my phone, so, I took my phone on his pocket but, he didnt want to return it. I have to wait until 2 pm. And I caught him hijacked my twitter and my bbm. When I begged him for my phone, I saw his eyes, an gorgeous eyes. His beautiful smile, and his hand was soft like a silk. Okay, I act so over reacted -_- but this is the truth. never felt like this before.

Oh!! My other friend hijacked my twitter on 111111 and she said im in relationship with him. And I felt so guilty at him. I just scared if he didnt want to talk to me or have a joke with me and the worst is, me and him was like 1000000000000000000000000 miles away. She pissed me off. But, In the next day, me and him wasn't far away like1000000000000000000000000 ,miles. And today, all my classmates was made fun of me and him. OMG im so embarrassed. I just scared like yesterday. I  just scared if he didnt want to talk to me or make joke with me.

I feel so relieved. Finally I can escape from cyber jungle (twitter) and make blogger as my diary again. And he was different. He was brave to look my eyes when he talked to me, not like another guy. his eyes tell something that I could understand. But I know I will never be with him. Im not his type. He's still in love with his ex by the way.

Love, Najong.